My controls are shot. Have lost the ability to maneuver in an unobtrusive manner. Now my voice cascades like a waterfall spilling down a hidden ravine; pristine, crazy and noisy. Ah the wonder of it all. Not to say silent dawn with a deer gliding through the woods doesn’t complete me inside, it’s just gone for now. Time to yell, I’m alive; wake up, be alive too. What a magnificent feeling!